Saturday, November 21, 2009

Hoho bowsann

Your dating personality profile:

Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance.
Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.
Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Stylish
2. Religious
3. Funny
4. Liberal
5. Adventurous
6. Traditional
7. Shy
8. Practical
9. Athletic
10. Big-Hearted
Your date match profile:

Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Religious
2. Funny
3. Adventurous
4. Practical
5. Conservative
6. Traditional
7. Outgoing
8. Stylish
9. Athletic
10. Wealthy/Ambitious

Take the Dating Profile Quiz at Would I Date You

Holiday

Hi y'all.. da lame gyler ak x update ak punya blog.. sgt x tejaga.. the reason is im so vavi malas nak update.. and im busy with my life.. now sem break i have time for myself.. hmm list things to do for sem break..

1)write moRe poem
2)Myspace maybe?
3)cuti2 malaysia! IT should been Fun
4)Family tyme
5)friends tyme (rainbow i mish u guys so damn much where r u now?)
6)hmm later i update more.. huhu..

Thanks for reading bunch loves..

Sunday, May 24, 2009

numb

its been a month.. yeah it is.. and in another month im gonna take firefly.. yeah some sort a 'vacation' for six or maybe one year in somewhere far from here.. how im i gonna survive? well i dont know.. but i hope so.. the good news is im gonna be a bit excited for upcoming raya.. well dont even know why.. but just feel like it.. and yes bastard you ruin my life.. just wait and see.. and did i mention my energy level has been fantastic?.. yeah it does.. i dont even realize it.. kinda like the new me.. :)

pissssedd off

God what should i do?.. urh bad as it is.. of course im not the only one.. but i shouldn't be the last one.. you do the math .. just whatever smart people should already know that.. unless we are just friends.. yeah that's it.. just friends.. not even a tiny biny closer than that.. but its just ok.. im gonna find new one soon.. its just plain evil.. its that hard to at lease appreciate me? .. yeah whatever.. deep down inside i just feel pissed off.. that all... who im i kidding? hoping for some magical? in the real world there is no such thing.. at lease not in my world.. And yeah i have to be just like you.. isnt this ironic.. oh and yeah you dont even know what im talking about right?.. so typically you..

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Bye2 past Hellow Future!

Ak akan masuk 29 june ini utk memperjuangkan kehidupan akan dtg.. wish me luck on that.. Oh yeah akan dibuka Nutrition club di andalas 5 mei ini.. semua dijemput hadir.. Nak kekuantan 26 april ini.. And 25 april exciting event with blake morgan..

Busy2 life... hope i can get it right this time..

End.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Am i happy?

Day has passed and im a year older.. its feels like just yesterday i remember the happiness and the sorrow that has given for myself from my past mistakes and the love of god... Today i have end my childhood life and the beginning of adult life.. I don’t expect anything from anyone.. Not when i was young.. i dream of snow falling on my bday.. dream of gown, dresses that i will wear ... Huge party with balloons and cakes.. Anything that a girl ever wanted .. but the thing is im not a girl anymore.. And obviously not a women yet, im a lady thats about to fly her wings soon.. It wont be perfect but in the end its will be just right...Well at lease i hope so..

What do i learn from my bday is what u give is what you earn..

Friday, March 27, 2009

Love life.

Apart of being a teenagers is having relationship.. Is all most people my age having.. after reach their puberty.. is like normal to have one.. In fact there is one time all my girls have boyfriend at the same time except me.. and i get wondered myself y dont i have one?they all have one.... And i said to myself woah im the left out one.. These peer pressure kind of killing me back then.. like i was asking myself im not pretty enough to have a boyfriend?.. or maybe guys just dont like me?.. Those question doesn't come out after they are like talking about thier boyfriend back then.. It wasnt like a jealous kind of feeling but is was more like wondering feeling.. Its like was wrong with me?.. Back then i feel like im not like a true teenage..



Boyfriend?.. Well i dont have one.. yeah im single and counting until now.. But what i dont get it when people said im joking when i said im single.. I like guys easily and dislike them easily too.. easily come easily go.. I have tons of lil crushs but usually it wont stay long..

Probably i dont find the right one yet.. but i dont really care because at the moment i myself wasnt ready for any relationship yet.. friends are cool but boyfriend?.. nah ill pass.. 2 or maybe 3 years after then ill be ready and more into this.. because at that time i be more mature and better ..at the moment im pretty much scared of relationship.. what if everything go wrong..and beside i never had any true experience .. so blur and lost.. Im looking forward for myself to love this.. and of course to love myself more..as in taking care of myself more.. gain more knowledge and most of all just have fun.. Yeah im married to myself.. and no one can steal that.. haha.. just kidding..

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

God, thank you.

Yes.. aku da pass jpj...
ye..ye ak taw this is like so last season news..
semua org pun da lama pass and ak baru hari nie pass..

Thank god x yah repeat.. habis rm 120 free2 kalau kena repeat..
No more kena marah dgn cikgu kuat melatah itu..

No more suffering.. :).. and i just meet new friend ..

Done.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Bikini bottom



My brother called me Patrick.. Because im blur most of the time.. I get tired by doing stupid things.. and im whiny most of the time..






and I love eating snacks especially chocolates







But I don’t care because I called him squid ward because he just like one… haha..




So where is my spongebob anyway?.. is he lost or something?.. gahaha..

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Facts about my brother

While other's hate their brother i spent most of my time with my brother... Some people may thought its not cool and its kind of weird and all that .. and even my big sister said that im too loyal to him.. but I don’t care at all.. because for me family is the most valuable things in life.. although there is those days I feel like want to scream at him but deep down inside he is still my brother no matter what.. so I have to face certain things that will hurt me whether I like it or not.. because any relationships in life is always like that.. we have our ups and downs.. we cant always agreed in what some other people do even how much we love them.. there must be something we doesn’t like about another person.. for me there is no such thing as perfect life and all that.. only just the right life..





Facts about my brother that effects me


1)He is Funny..- Seriously he can crack me up most of the time.. no real guy (that doesn’t include in entertainment industry) can do that.. even there is one time I feel so sad and down then after his lame joke I forget about my problem right away..

Because life is nothing if we cant enjoy every minute of it.. and everything happens for a reason.. sure its sucks when we face it but every one in the world having their own problems in life no matter how old or how rich we are.. there is always troubles in life.. so we are not the only one facing the crisis in life.. every one has their own difficulty probably the same and probably not.. we shouldn’t compare our self with someone that have better life’s than us.. we don’t even know what they really facing in their lifes.. probably looks fine but who are we to judge?.. its not like we know everything about them.. only the good side of them..

2)I feel safe.. and secure .. like those rempitan and sekutu dgnnya wont bothers me when I walk beside him.. so I can walk freely without worrying about stupid pervert guys out there.. he is like my unpaid body guard to me .. haha ;P

3)More mature perhaps?.. yeah he is going 28 this 22 march.. and im going 18 upcoming April.. so we are like 10 years difference.. so he knows most of the things that I don’t know and when im with him I don’t even feel like a teenager no more.. I feel like a grown girl or something like that..






-otw to kotakinabaluuu..

4) If i spend time with him he will ‘blanja’ me foods and trips like kota kinabalu, jakarta,genting highland and more .. so I can enjoy delicious food fully paid by him and of course excitement holiday as well.. ;)


5)He make me understand more about guys.. guys isn’t that much different with girls accurately.. only when we can respect each other .. Give and take is a must in any relationship.. because I rarely spent my time with any guys in the world so I kind of blur when girls talks about guys.. I only used to know if that guy is cute and that guy is not and all that.. but I don’t even know what they were thinking at all.. I used to thought beside money they only thinks about girls of their dreams but not all guys are like that.. guys in music industry make me think like that -example 50 cent, akon , and more.. I realize that most of the video they making is all about money and ladies.. so I just thought most of the guys are like that.. by seeing my brother he make me think twice about guys in this world.. not all guys are like that.. some of them do .. but still its hard to find really decent one though..


6) Although he maybe a hilarious person still no one should mess with him.. I have seen him burst and its not something i can be happy about.. but since he’s getting skinner his temper also seem to slows some how..and that is a good thing though.. but still the anger still there .. its just slowing some how..




He looks different now and I don’t even notice it before

Ginger bread aka roti halia

Ginger bread aka roti halia.. in malay doesnt sound yummy for me..

Gambar bwah nie da lama da.. tapi tetiba rajin nak upload..

One day my lil sis and my lil brother celebrating class party with their friends and teachers.. then ada ginger bread yg diorg kasi kat party tue.. Because my big brother was like skeptical type so he did not believe that the ingredient in the ginger bread was pure alcohols free .. so he throw the ginger bread .. then ina was not in the mood and was about to cry because of the ginger bread.. feeling sorry for her my bother decided to make new one for us family..

ak kene pergi kelas English kan alyya?.. ;P





Walaupun x lah sedap mana but its still fun making them..






ginger bread homemade yg cute as in ugly but adorable..

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

KAY or as in k

I was tagged by izzahhh


Rules:

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

# What is your name : Kc

# A four Letter Word : kiss

# A boy's Name : kim

# A girl's Name : kiara

# An occupation : karate teacher

# A colour : khaki

# Something you'll wear : kebaya

# A food : kentang goreng

# Something found in the bathroom: kolam

# A place : kanada

# A reason for being late : kidnap?

# Something you'd shout : killer

# A movie title : kami the movie

# Something you drink : kiwi juice

# A musical group : K-G and the band

# An animal : kijang

# A street name : kuantan

# A type of car : kenari

# The title of a song : killing me softly

The peeps I'm tagging:
people yang mahu buat. >:)
sila ambil. >:)))

Yeah im back

March 03 2009.. 9.33 p.m.. just after izzah called me ..

Well its was surprisingly for me she did.. she’s a very concerned friend.. lucky to have her though(ok izzah jangan senyum sorang2 depan monitor plak eh haha).. its it a month?.. I don’t even relize that I been a way for quite long.. probably just to lazy to type..but not today… she giving me the reason to be in this wonderland again..

Seriously having a good friend will keep you feeling alive

If I want to write or anything I just want it to be perfect.. the right moment.. the right mood.. and the right place.. ok most of the time I spent in just inside my house so right place doesn’t include here.. what am I saying? its not like im gonna write a book or something.. its just a blog.. yeah some people make money for it but not you, kc. Fine talking to herself again… yeah I know im weird and whatever or maybe crazy.. but who doesn’t talk to themselves?.. right?.. ok maybe not in public or in their own blog or anything.. but who cares?.. I don’t.. maybe I don’t..

WTH that im crapping about?..

Since this is my blog so I can just type anything I want.. because probably i think people don’t really read this?.. oh do you?.. I don’t even know who did read my blog.. only when they leave comment then I was like wow you people read my blog?.. awesome .. great .. probably most of the time I feel invisible.. like people don’t even see me .. ok maybe they did see me because im not a ghost or anything..just because im not famous like a rock star or super intelligent or beautiful girl with awesome body or even both.. ..probably my lack of confidence and my shyness hit me on this..

Did you guys realize there is so many ‘probably’ here?

I think bloging become a ‘thing’ for Malaysian now..Ok people TTFN, tata for now.. ;)

Thursday, February 12, 2009

aduiyai

Pesal lah ak nak tgk blog sendiri jd gelap jer?.. kene virus ke com nie?..
nak wat camner eh?..

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Quickstart.

Ak pergi trainning quickstart haritue.. mmg best.. and kena brain wash habis2san.. baguslah .. i really need one..

Duit bukanlah segala2nya bagi ku jika kesihatan x terjaga.. dan jika hidup x aman.. benda nie pun ak blaja dr arwah mak ak sendiri... die sibuk cari rezeki for the whole family smpai lupa jaga kesihatan tapi x pewlah tuhan sayang dier lebih.. and aku perasan byk sgt org tang kesihatan sgt kedekut.. kalau tang beli rokok boleh jer.. tang beli mcd or kfc sng kata fast food boley jer.. satu meal fast food around rm 10.. kalau dah slalu makan dah cost byk.. maksudnya org msia nie bukannya x der duit.. tapi dah smpai tahap kedekut.. mmglah ajal dan maut tuhan yg tentukan,, tapi kalu kita x usaha camner?... akan dtg nanti?..

*better prevent than cure right?..~nasihat utk diri sendiri jugak

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Rokok semua org taw haram sbab memudaratkan..tapi manusia nie yg x leh tuelah dia nak wat.. but ak x leh nak wat paperlah cuma nasihat jer...nasib baik keluarga dan keturunan ak bkn smoking type.. and ofcourse ak detest org yg smoking nie.. lagi2 smoking yg x beradap.. kalau nak smoke pun gi lah jauh2.. ak x nak dpt kanser sbb org2 yg x beradap nie.. tapi ak x lah smpai benci org smoking cuma x suka jer..

*manusia semua ad kesilapan but kalau nak ubah lagi bagus kan?..

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Minum air?.. tahukah anda bahawa kita harus minum air sekurang2nya 2 liter satu hari?.. ok ak tahu semua org pun tahu but adakah kita mepraktikkannya?.. oh sudah tentu some people tidak.. contoh yg utama ak sendiri.. susah betul nak minum 2 liter.. oklah satu hari maybe paling banyak 6 gelas ak minum.. hai masih x cukup.. jgn citer lah bab asyik ke kamar mandi after 6 gelas tue*trying to be a bit sopan..

Nasi?.. kita sebaik2nya kalau makan nasi sebanyak segengam tangan kita utk satu hari...and satu pinggan nasi bersamaan 24 sudu gula.. banyak x?..but org melayu nie dah biasa sgt dgn nasi.. patutlah 25% org malaysia orang besar(obes)..

*sesiapa yg rasa nak gain or lose weight or gain muscle.. even berhenti smoking.. i can help..if u wish to help yourself..

Keturunan?..

Keturunan?.. Ak baru tahu yg ak ada darah bugis yg agak kuat..arwah mak ak berdarah bugis dan abah ak pun sama.. org kata org yg berdarah bugis nie raja dilautan dan raja didaratan... susah mengalah dan ada leadership skill.. but x tawlah ketepatan statement tue..dan ak bercmpur jgk dgn darah thailand/patani.. and ofcourse Melayu dan turkey... so kesimpulannya.. Melayu+Bugis+Patani+Turkey=ME!.. kiranya mcm rojaklah macam2 ad.. tapi ak x tawlah kalau ad lagi keturunan lain.. buat masa nie nie jer yg ak taw.. patutlah ak kadang2 kurng gemar dgn benda2 kemelayuan nie.. maybe gene keturunan lain buatkan taste ak lain.

*Apakah keturunan anda?..if you willing to share..

hmm..

Lately nie.. everythings seem different.. maybe ak yg susah nak accept or mmg it was suppose to be..and ofcourse ak da lama gak x ke dunia blogging.. x tawlah kekawan ak pelah diorg wat kan..yelah2..nampk sgt ak miss korg..diam2 jer jgn bgtw org lain taw ;P.. tyme ak busy ade jer org .. tyme aku tgh kebosanan susah betul nak nampak org..

*lonely ke ak?.. maybe just feel like losing someone that used to be close to me..

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Susah betul ak nak stick to one thing.. kejap2 da busan.. even makanan pun ak cepat bosan.. i need to get a life!...cuti makin lama makin kurang.. my honeymoon not gonna last..
Pe ye ak buat selama nie?..Ak dipaksa bercakap dgn org.. hai.. kerja yg susah buatku.. dahlah ak not a talker type.. but it was a good thing for me..nak x nak kena berckp jugak.. x keysahlah lelaki ker ppn ker.. nak kena brave and lari dari my safe zone..


Technically.. buat ak bukan susah nak text ke ym or msn even email bak kata yg baca dan type.. but kalau tang call or face to face.. dah kantoi... aneroksia nervosa lah ak.. ok2 salah statement kang dewan bahasa dan pustaka saman aku pulak.. nerves breakdown..eh jap cam salah jugak jer..ape2 ajalah..


*kena practise depan cermin utk berckp.. ~like i gonna do that?..


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Kenapalah ak cepat lupa?.. jgn ckp bab hafal even kerja yg simple pun ak leh lupa.. ok pernah satu ari tue ak lari cepat2 ke bilik abg aku.. terasa macam nak buat sesuatu.. pop LUPA!.. dah lama sikit baru ingat.. rupa2nya kena susun Start now pack.. kalau reply text pun sama.. dah tekan reply then kena baca balik sebab lupa apa nak type.. *benda2 nie ak x pernah pun bgtaw orglain.. sape yg baca jer taw..

Even birthday org pun ak lupa.. cth terdekat abg ak punya birthday..nasib baik birthday sendiri wat masa skrg x lupa lagi..maybe sbb slalunya birthday ak tyme sekolah .. ofcourse tyme sekolah slalu taw tarikh.Saya(tangan) bagi pihak kepala ingin meminta ampun kerana short term memory lost.. harap maklum..


*ok cayce lepas nie kena makan satu botol kismis setiap hari.. jk.

Mengapa Yahudi Bijak?

Bukan kc punya.. copy paste jer..


Mengapa Yahudi Bijak?


Setelah berada 3 tahun di Israel kerana menjalani housemanship dibeberapa hospital disana, ada beberapa perkara yang menarik
dapat saya perhatikan untuk dijadikan tesis ini, iaitu cendikiawan berbangsa Yahudi, dari segala bidang, Engineering, musik, saintis dan yang paling hebat ialah bidang perniagaan,
dimana ia memang paling tersohor. Hampir 70% perniagaan di dunia dikuasai oleh kaum Yahudi, dari kosmetik, pakaian, pemakanan,
senjata, perhotelan, perfileman diHollywood dan sebagainya.


Ketika tahun kedua, akhir bulan December 1980 dan sedang saya menghitung hari untuk pulang ke California saya terfikir apakah
sebab nya kaum Yahudi begitu pintar? Kenapa tuhan memberi kelebihan kepada mereka? Apakah ini suatu kebetulan?
Atau olah manusia sendiri? Adakah bijak boleh dijana? Seperti kilang pengeluaran?


Maka saya pon tergerak membuat tesis untuk Phd saya, disamping kebaikan untuk umat sejagat dan dapat hidup secara harmoni.
Untuk pengetahuan anda tesis yang saya lakukan ini mengambil masa hampir lapan tahun, ini kerana untuk mengumpulkan data-data
yang setepat mungkin.


Antara data-data yang saya kumpulkan ialah pemakanan, adat resam, ugama, persiapan awal untuk melahirkan zuriat dan sebagainya
dan data data tadi saya cuba bandingkan dengan bangsa dan kaum kaum lain.


Marilah kita mulakan dengan persiapan awal melahirkan zuriat. Di Israel, setelah mengetahui yang sang ibu sedang mengandung,
pertama kali saya perhatikan ialah, sang ibu akan sering menyanyi dan bermain piano dan si ibu dan bapa akan membeli buku
metamatik dan menyelesaikan masalah metamatik bersama suami, saya sungguh hairan kerana teman saya yang mengandung sering
membawa buku metamatik dan bertanya kepada saya beberapa soalan yang beliau tak dapat menyelesaikanya, oleh kerana saya memang
minat tentang metamatik, tentu saja dengan senang saya bantu beliau. Saya bertanya kepada beliau, adakah ini untuk anak kamu?
Beliau menjawab, ini untuk anak saya yang masih didalam kandungan, saya sedang melatih otak beliau, semuga ia menjadi
genius apabila dewasa kelak?Perkara ini membuat saya tertarik untuk mengikut perkembangan beliau seterusnya. Berbalik
kepada metamatik tadi, tanpa merasa jenoh beliau membuat latihan metamatik sehingga beliau melahirkan anak.


Seperkara lagi yang saya perhatikan ialah pemakanan beliau, sejak awal mengandung beliau gemar sekali memakan kacang badam dan
korma bersama susu , dan untuk tengah hari makan utama beliau ialah roti dan ikan tanpa kepala bersama salad yang digaul dengan
badam dan berbagai jenis kekacang, menurut beliau daging ikan sungguh baik untuk perkembangan otak dan kepala ikan mengandungi
kimia yang tidak baik yang dapat merosakkan pengembangan dan penumbuhan otak anak didalam kandungan. menurut beliau ini adalah
adat orang orang yahudi ketika mengandung dan ianya menjadi semacam kewajipan untuk ibu ibu yang sedang mengandung mengambil
pil minyak ikan.


Ketika saya diundang untuk makan malam bersama orang orang Yahudi, perkara pertama yang saya perhatikan ialah menu mereka.
Setiap undangan yg sama perhatikan ialah mereka gemar sekali memakan ikan (hanya isi atau fillet) dan biasanya daging tidak
akan ada bersama dimeja jika ada ikan, menurut mereka, campuran daging dan ikan tak elok dimakan bersama. Salad dan kacang
adalah suatu kemestian, terutama badam.

Seperkara yang pelik ialah mereka akan memakan buah buahan dahulu sebelum memakan hidangan utama. Jangan terperanjat jika
anda diundang kerumah Yahudi anda akan dihidangkan buah buahan dahulu. Menurut mereka, dengan memakan hidangan kabohidrat
(nasi atau roti) dahulu kemudian buah buahan, ini akan menyebabkan kita merasa ngantuk dan lemah dan payah untuk memahami
pelajaran disekolah.


Di Israel, merokok adalah taboo, apabila anda diundang makan dirumah Yahudi, jangan sekali kali merokok, dan tanpa malu mereka
akan menyuruh anda keluar dari rumah mereka dam merokok diluar rumah mereka. Menurut saintis di Universiti Israel, siasatan
menunjukkan nikotin dapat merosakkan sel utama pada otak manusia dan akan melekat pada genes, ini bermakna keturunan perokok
bakal membawa generasi yg cacat otak (bodoh atau lembab). Suatu penemuan yg dahsyat ditemui oleh saintis yg mendalami bidang
genes dan DNA. Para perokok harap ambil perhatian. (Ironi nya, pemilik pengeluar rokok terbesar adalah; tekalah sendiri..!)


Perhatian saya selanjutnya ialah melawati tadika mereka, Pemakanan anak anak tadi cukup dikawal, makanan awal ialah
buah buahan bersama kacang badam, diikuti dengan menelan pil minyak ikan (code oil lever) Didalam pengamatan saya,
kanak Yahudi sungguh bijak dan rata rata mereka memahami 3 bahasa iaitu Hebrew, Arab dan Inggeris dan sedari awal lagi mereka
telah dilatih bermain piano dan violin, ini adalah suatu kewajipan. Menurut mereka bermain musik dan memahami nota notanya
dapat meningkatkan lagi IQ kanak kanak dan sudah tentu bakal menjadikan budak itu bijak.


Ini menurut saintis Yahudi, gegaran musik dapat stimulate (semacam senaman untuk otak) maka itu terdapat ramai sekali genius
musik terdiri dari kaum Yahudi.


Seterusnya ke darjah 1 hingga 6, anak anak Yahudi akan diajar metamatik berkonsepkan perniagaan dan pelajaran sains amatlah
diberi keutamaan. Di dalam perhatian peribadi saya, perbandingan dengan anak anak di California, ianya jauh berbeza tentang
IQ dan boleh saya katakan 6 tahun kebelakang!!!. Segala pelajaran akan dengan mudah di tangkap oleh anak Yahudi. Selain
dari pelajaran tadi sukan juga menjadi kewajipan bagi mereka dan sukan yg diberi keutamaan ialah memanah, menembak dan berlari,
menurut teman saya ini, memanah dan menembak dapat melatih otak memfokus sesuatu perkara disamping mempermudahkan persiapan
untuk perhidmatan negara.

Selanjutnya pemerhatian saya menuju ke sekolah tinggi (menengah) disini murid murid ditekan dengan pelajaran mata sains
dan mereka digalakkan mencipta produk, segala projek mereka walaupon kadangkala kelihatannya lucu dan mengarut, tetap
diteliti dengan serius apatah lagi ianya berupa senjata, perubatan dan engineering, idea itu akan dibawa ke institute tinggi
di Politeknik dan Universiti.


Satu lagi yg di beri keutamaan ialah fakulti perniagaan. Saya sungguh terperanjat melihat mereka begitu agresif dan seriusnya
mereka tentang perniagaan. Diakhir tahun di universiti, para penuntut dibidang niaga dikehendaki melakukan projek dan
memperaktik kanya dan anda hanya akan lulus jika kumpulan anda(10 pelajar setiap kumpulan) dapat keuntungan sebanyak $US1juta!
Anda terperanjat? Itulah kenyataan, dengan rangkaian seluruh dunia dan ditaja sepenuhnya oleh syarikat milik Yahudi, maka
tidak hairanlah mereka dapat menguasai ?perniagaan didunia! Siapakah yg mencipta design Levis yg terkini? Ianya dicipta di
Universiti Israel oleh fakulti bisnes dan fesyen.


Pernahkah anda melihat cara orang Yahudi melakukan ibadah mereka? Salah satu caranya ialah dengan menggoyangkan kepala mereka,
menurut mereka ini dapat mengaktifkan otak mereka dan menambahkan oksijan dikepala, banyak ugama lain di Timur Tengah,
seperti Islam juga ada menyuruh umatnya menunduk atau menggoyangkan kepala, ini guna dapat mensimulasikan otak kita supaya
bertambah aktif (bezikir). Lihat orang orang Jepun, mereka sering menunduk nundukkan kepala dan ianya sebagai adat. Ramai
orang orang Jepun yg pandai? Adakah ianya sebagai kebetulan? Kegemaran mereka ialah sushi (ikan mentah). Adakah ini kebetulan?
Fikirkanlah!


Berpusat di New York, Dewan perniagaan Yahudi bersedia membantu mereka yg berminat untuk melakukan bisnes (sudah tentu untuk
Yahudi sahaja) jika mereka ada idea yg bernas, jawatan kuasa akan memberi pinjaman tanpa faedah dan pentadbir dari jawatan
kuasa tadi akan bekerjasama dengan anda untuk memastikan yg perniagaan mereka menurut landasan yg betul. Maka itu lahirlah
Starbuck, Dell comptr, Cocacola, DKNY, Oracle, Perfileman di Hollywood, Levis, Dunkin Donut dan ada beratus kedai ternama
dibawah naungan dewan perniagaan Yahudi di New York. Graduan Yahudi dari fakulti perubatan New York akan disarankan untuk
mendaftar dipersatuan ini dan digalakkan memulakan klinik mereka sendiri dengan bantuan wang tanpa faedah, barulah saya tahu
mengapa hospital di New York dan California sentiasa kekurangan doktor pakar.


Kesimpulanya, pada teori saya, melahirkan anak dan keturunan yg bijak boleh dilaksanakan dan tentunya bukan semalaman,
ianya memerlukan masa, beberapa jenerasi mungkin? Persiapan awal adalah ketika sang ibu mengandung, galakkanlah siibu melakukan
latihan metamatik yg mudah tetapi konsisten disamping mendengar musik klasik. Seterusnya ubahlah cara pemakanan, makanlah
makanan yg elok dan berhasiat yg baik untuk otak, menghayati musik sejak kecil adalah baik sekali untuk penumbuhan otak
kanak kanak, dengan bermain piano dan violin sudah tentu dapat melatih anak anak mencerdaskan otak mereka demikian juga sukan
yg memerlukan konsetrasi yg tinggi, seperti memanah, bola keranjang, dart dan menembak.

Merokok menjanjikan jenerasi yg moron (goblok) dan sudah tentu genes bodoh akan mengikut ke jenerasi siperokok. Lawatan
saya ke Singapore pada tahun 2005 amat memeranjatkan sekali, disini perokok seperti dianak tirikan dan begitu susah sekali
untuk perokok dan anda tahu berapa harga sekotak rokok? US$ 7 !!! ini bersamaan perbelanjaan sehari untuk makan anda!!
Saya puji sekali sikap pemerintah Singapore dan menkjubkan sekali!!! dan seperti Israel ianya begitu taboo dan cara pentadbiran
dan segi pembelajaran mereka hampir serupa dengan Israel, maka itu saya lihat banyak institusi pelajaran mereka bertaraf
dunia walaupon hakikat nya negeri Singapore hanyalah sebuah pulau sebesar Manhattan!!


Anda mungkin muskil, benarkah merokok dapat melahirkan jenerasi goblok, saya telah menemui beberapa bukti menyokong teori ini.
Lihat saja Indonesia, jika anda ke Jakarta, dimana saja anda berada, dari restoran, teater, kebun bunga hingga kemusium
hidung anda akan segera terbau asak rokok! Dan harga rokok? Cuma US$ .70cts !!! dan hasilnya? Dengan penduduknya berjumlah
jutaan orang berapa banyak kah universiti terdapat disana? Hasil apakah yg dapat dibanggakan? Teknologi? Jauh sekali.
Adakah mereka dapat berbahasa selain dari bahasa mereka sendiri? Mengapa mereka begitu sukar sekali menguasai bahasa Inggeris?
Ditangga berapakah kedudukan mereka di pertandingan metamatik sedunia? Adakah ini bukan akibat merokok? Anda fikirlah sendiri.


Di tesis saya ini, saya tidak akan menimbulkan soal ugama atau bangsa, adakah Yahudi itu zalim sehingga diusir dari semenjak
zaman Paraoh Hingga ke Hitler, bagi saya itu isu politik dan survival, yg ingin saya ketengahkan ialah, mampu kah kita dapat
melahirkan jenerasi yg bijak seperti Yahudi? Jawabanya ialah mungkin dan tidak mustahil dan ianya memerlukan perubahan, dari
segi pemakanan dan cara mendididik anak dan saya kira hanya memerlukan 3 jenerasi sahaja. Ini dapat saya lihat sendiri tentang
cucu saya, ini setelah saya mengajar anak saya melalui program yg telah saya nyatakan diatas tadi, pada umur 9 tahun (cucu saya)
dia dapat menulis esay sepanjang 5 mukasurat penuh. Esay nya hanyalah mengenai Mengapa saya gemarkan tomato!


Selamat sejahtera dan semuga kita dapat melahirkan manusia yg bijak dan bersifat mulia untuk kebaikan manusia sejagat tanpa
mengenal batasan bangsa.

Dr. Stephen Carr Leon

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Mereka dah merasai hidangan dari langit... setelah meminta Rasul Kita Nabi Allah Musa.. maka turunlah Manna Wa Salwa.. hidangan yang cukup istimewa yang memberikan akal Iq yang tinggi serta memberi kesan kepada genetic*Kamarul


Friday, January 16, 2009

FYI...and worth taking note......

FYI...and worth taking note...... [it wasnt kc's , i copy from someone]

NEW TACTICS

Someone shared the following cases :

(1) Today I passed by a building which has an ATM machine. There was an old man looking at me. Suddenly, he called me. He said he didn't know how to read, so he gave me his ATM card and asked me to help him withdraw money from the ATM machine. I answerd 'NO!! If you need help, ask the security
to help you.' Then he said 'nevermind..' and continued to find other people to help him...


REMEMBER : ATM machines have CCTVs. If you help him he will later claim that you have robbed him or stolen his ATM card. Besides, his ATM card could
be a stolen one. So please be careful of these tactics.

(2) Suddenly your h ouse lights go off. From your window you find that your neighbours still have lights. So you go out of your house to check the
Meter Box. But once you open the door, a knife will be pointing at you and preventing you from closing it. This is when you will be robbed and injured.

REMEMBER : Even though your electricity suddenly goes off, DO NOT open your door immediately. Look around to see if there is anything unusual
or if there is any noise around.

(3) This is another incident. You may have heard it before, it is about a lady who she saw a kid crying by the roadside. When she spoke to the kid,
the kid told her he was lost and wanted her to take him home. The kid even gave her a paper with his house address. So she took him home. But when
she rang the door bell, she had an electric shock. Later when she woke up, she was naked in an empty room. They have took her photo of naked & ask for money.

REMEMBER : Being such a compassionate and helpful person might not be a good thing these days. Pass this on and girls, please be careful..
DON'T BE TOO KIND!!

(4) One day, there was an old lady outside my house holding 2 packets of sweets. At first I thought she was our neighbour and wanted to give us these packs of sweets as a gift. But then when she spoke, I can realised that she was foreigner. I could not understand what she was talking about. I guessed she must be asking for money.I sensed there was
something wrong and immediately closed the door and ignored her. Later, I found she and an accomplice robbed someone else down the road.

(5) I was at the ATM machine to withdraw some money. Behind me, there was an old lady. She asked me whether I was able to withdraw my money because
she said she had problem with her machine. Suddenly a small girl came up bes ide me. The small girl was squeezing infront of me. I thought she was
just naughty and playful. But then, the small girl put her hand at the tray of the ATM machine where the money comes out, ready to take away my
money. I sensed something wrong and immediately pushed her away. Later I realised that the small girl and the old lady worked together. She was trying to steal my money while the old lady was trying to distract my attention by asking me questions!

REMEMBER: BE VERY CAREFUL when you are at an ATM machine and be alert.
Look out for anyone suspicious around you!

(6) My parents are retired and stay at home most days. One afternoon, a young stranger went to their house and said his motorcycle had no more petrol and the petrol station was too far for him to push his bike there. So he asked my parents for an empty coke bottle to buy some petrol. He said he will pay RM2 for the bottle. So my mum took one coke bottle for him. He really took out the money from his pocket, but it was a RM 100 note. He told my mum he had no small change and asked my mum to give him the
change. Luckily my mum was smart. She just told him to take it for free.

REMEMBER : obviously that note is fake!! Who would want to pay for RM2 for an empty coke bottle!! It's very OBVIOUS that that stranger is a trickster.


(7) This happened in Bali . A newly married couple were having their honeymoon at the hotel. When both are in the changing room, the wife suddenly went missing. The husband was very anxious and went around to find her. He asked the hotel staff to help him find her. Then he thought his wife was just playing hide and seek. So he went ba ck and waited for his wife. After a few hours, he decided to call the police. 3 weeks passed and there was still no news about his missing wife. So he went back and was
very dissapointed and sad. A few years later, he came back to Bali , to watch a 'FREAK SHOW' in an old house. He saw a dirty and rusty metal cage.
Inside there was a lady without limbs. Her body including the face was full of scars. When he had a closer look at her face, he was shocked to find
that it was her missing wife put there as a means for begging.

(8) This happened in Shanghai . A few years ago, a lady reported to the police that her cousin sister was missing in the shopping complex. But after 5 years, one of her friends found her cousin sister begging at the road side one of the streets in Bangkok , Thailand . The worst thing is that
her cousin sister has no more limbs and her body was tied to a lamp post with a shackle (metal chain).

(9) Let's just shorten this story. DO NOT op en your house door when you hear the sound of a BABY CRYING!! It might be a trap! Women in the house
must be alert to this trick. The police said it is the work of a robber or murderer using the recording of a baby crying to attract your attention.
This normally happens at night and when you are alone in the house.

(10) I read an email that was sent by my friend. Her friend, known as A, went to Luo Hu CommercialCitywith 2 friends, B and C. Luo Hu Commercial
City is the Shenzhen counterfeit goods distribution center. There are many people there. It's also near to the ShenZhen train station and Hong Kong 's
Luo Hu Port. C went to the toilet at the shpping centre while A and B waited outside. After waiting for a long, time they felt uneasy and went
into the toilet to look for her. When they went in, there was nobody inside. Both were scared and they called C's phone. There was no reply. So they reported to the police. The police asked them whether they had seen anyboby suspicious going into the toilet. Both said there were none and its impossible to bring a life person out of the
toilet without them noticing!. Then A remembered seeing a cleaner pushing a trolley in, and then coming out. The police told them that was not the
1st time such a thing happened. The police suspected a gang of criminals who were always attacking women in the the toilet of shopping complexes.
They use cleaners to kidnap people to harvest their organs for sale.

REMEMBER : please be careful when using the toilet. Donot go to the wash room or toilet ALONE!! Please at least have a partner with you.

PLEASE TELL THIS TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS!!

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Fate.

No wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... could i afford to take care of others?... i cant even take care of myself.. Did i look noble enough?.. although the meaning of my name is noble.. years of learning and suffering seems wasting.. you don’t know how much I did suffer .. but I don’t feel regret to it.. did i look like a nurse?.. Ha-ha what a joke..

Yeah you heard me, kc is say no to nurse.. its all started when star exhibition thingy at klcc.. hmm now I need to see deeply myself , no more wasting time observe others, it wasn’t a part of my job.. but sometime its just carried away.. Please god help me get trough this.. im not strong enough.. I don’t know whats gonna happen next.. what if I made a wrong choice.. I don’t want to lose my life for it..

Omg I care about others too much without realizing what I must do for myself… I should be the one that don’t give a damn in what people say or what they do..take care of myself first..why should I bother about others feelings when I myself don’t even care about my feelings..thats why I seems so heartless.. oh did it sound selfish?.. I wish not.. sacrifices must be made…. But im not some machine that can reset anytime and be back to normal.. Im lost in my own world..

How to analyze myself?.. I could only see others but I cant see myself..its like what I do best.. I know I will rebel if they talk about my weakness.. of course I must protect myself if they did.. but how long will it take for me to know myself?.. only the people surround me knows how bad I am.. how ugly I really looks.. how pathetically sinful I am..

In some part only I myself knows who I really are but in reaction, conversation and weakness I cant never know that.. it happen out of control sometime…there is no such mirror to see my flaws which are dreadfully uncountable.. I hate myself for it.. I wish to be better.. but I cant never do it..

Back to the real topic.. in klcc there is some exhibition about colleges and stuff like that.. my brother strongly recommended me to be a nurse… its because being a nurse doesn’t burden so much due to no such highly education is required.. and it doesn’t cost a lot.. I know my father is facing difficulty itself.. I cant bear seeing my father suffering more… yes I know I should study harder so that I do not burden my father more.. but its not like I cant turn back the time.. now Im really feeling the regret of not studying harder.. but what can I do now..im such a dumb head.. dumb.. dumb.. dumb..dumb me.. thanks for that kc.. you really deserve it..bravooo… excellent.. a round of applause

I hate changes.. really do.. but a fact about it I just cant get away from changes.. It will happen eventually and I must face it somehow.. I wish to be smaller and don’t grow up… Im not readyyyyyyyyy for it.. when I was younger I cant wait to grow.. but now I feel regret of saying that.. I should enjoy every moment of my life’s.. its not like I know if I can live longer.. and time cant never wait for me.. I need to learn more and not get tired of learning.. its what mom’s always taught me.. but I don’t know if im good enough..

Friday, January 9, 2009

See the true me..

I smile when I had problems, and I feels amused to it.. and I cry when im too happy or when I miss my mom.. That’s why sometime people can see me smiling without knowing what im thinking .. they thought im crazy.. well honey, no im so-not.. I just take things differently like people usually do.. usually I think about the other side.. when im happy I think about the bad side.. and when im sad I think about the good side.. it’s the way I handle my anger or my expression.. its happen quite a lot..

Bad things happen-

Firstly I would smile and critic myself and think back what the darn stupid things that I have done that make things like this.. most of all I feels guilty to god im not being a good human.. I know I could done better than this.. but the demon always gets in the way.. I HATE you demon so much..but in the good side.. maybe god is just testing me.. Maybe its for my own good..Maybe its just fate too be.. maybe someting good gonna happen next(which surprisingly it does)..


Good Things don’t just stay good-

Yes when good thing happen I feel sad because it wont just stay good.. maybe later I will face some difficulty (which usually I do).. and some other people suffer when im happy.. I feel bad as it is..

I feel like crying when I think about how lucky I am to have such a great family although we sometime fight I love them more than I could love an awesome boyfriend (if i had one) ha-ha.. and a very happening friends they inspired me quite a lot..

The first true cry that I had because of happiness is when I got straight A’s for UPSR.. I know is a long time ago but the memory still fresh in my mind..


I just want to prove a point..petikan majalah..

Daripada Abu Said al-Khudri r.a dan abu Hurairah r.a, Nabi s.a.w bersabda;

“Tidak menimpa seseorang mukmin suatu penyakit yang berpanjangan, kepayahan, sebarang jenis kesakitan dan kesedihan malahan kedukacitaan,melainkan dihapuskan sebahagian dosa-dosanya.”

Janganlah bersedih.. Hayatilah ayat-ayat ini..

Nikmat Allah terlalu banyak berbanding kesedihan yang sedikit.

1)(An-Nahl:18) Dan jika kamu menghitung nikmat Allah (yang dilimpahnya kepada kamu), tiadalah kamu akan dapat mengitungya satu persatu;sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengampun,lagi Maha Mengasihi.

2)(Al-Baqarah: 185)…Allah menghendaki kamu beroleh kemudahan dan Dia tidak menghendaki kamu menanggung kesukaran.

ORANG YANG TIDAK BERSEDIH-wali dan mereka yang yakin sepenuhnya kepada allah.

(Yunus:62) Ketahuilah! Sesungguhnya wali-wali Allah, tidak ada kebimbangan (dari sesuatu yang tidak baik) terhadap mereka dan mereka pula tidak akan berdukacita.


After reading this maybe you should think twice before thinking im crazy ok.. haha..


In the house of green gate..

On 3/12/08 at rumah izot hayato, si fizot ilyanot was begging us (kaysot bukan kasut and izot) untuk menemanii dia ke mid bali.

Kc: bukan ke kaw baru jer kuar semlam nape nak kuar ag?..

izzah:haah..

Fiza: ala jum ah teman aku nak jumpa sumbody

Kc:sape ‘sumbody’ kaw?details please, name ker..ape ker..

Fiza:ala jumlah..he’s Chinese tapi ckp malay

Kc:cam ner kaw kenal dier?

Fiza:(no response)

Izzah:dier ON kawan(perli)

Kc:giggle..hehe

Fiza:jum ah.. jum ah.. (over and over again )

Izzah:ak x dew duit la..

Kc:tgkla dulu..


Then fiza kena balik after main game burger ..yummylious..ak pun balik rumah selepas bukakan pintu pagar kerana uncle saifudin da balik dan kerana izzah malas nak bukak..
Uncle angkat tangan (he’s a nice person) and I waved goodbye..

At home, setelah penat berjaln(poyo jer padahal dekat)

Lepas makan dll, fiza text ak.

Fiza:kaw g x esk?

Kc:kalau izzah g.

Fiza:ala jumlah.. ak x dew teman..

Ak dgn simpatinya agreed on going sbb ak pun da lama x hangout asyik terperap jer..
But when I was agreeing…

Fiza:x pew argh ak g dgn mira..

Kc:hekleh kaw niekan ak br agreed(dgn rasa gewamnya)

Fiza;kaw mesti x nk ikut kan?

Kc:sukahati kawlah ak x nak ikut..

Fiza:ala sorilah..wei.. ak x bermaksud

Kc:haha da agak da(saje nak test fiza)

Fiza:Nanti ak blanja kaw big apple tapi satu jer ek.. tapi jgn bgtw izzah.. (opps ternaktertulis pula haha)..

Kc:ok.

To be continued..

Smile.

Seriously i rase mereka COOL.




Funny one.The making.



Quite sweet.The original one. ;)