Love yourself day.

We are so different.. your like summer, im like winter.. we seems to complete each other.. but nobody's knows that..nobody's can hear that.. so sad ..yet so true.. Since some relationships seems tougher than the others its seems wiser to love yourself first.. I want a relationship where I can be myself and not forcing myself to be like others. I want people to love me for who I am.. not for who im not.. and im only can love the person that love me.. and I want the person that I love to be himself.. just the way he really are inside.. Its really hard to find my soul mate.. I got long way to go.. lots of dreams needs to be taken care of.. I really hope everything’s will go well.. one day when Im ready I hope my prince charming will be too..I want fairy tale love or at lease fairy tale weddings.. (yeah2 my imagination are quite high).. Sigh*.. I want to make it as simple as possible but it never did..

Say

Life is like a gamble.. we dont even know what's gonna happen next.. are we bound to make mistakes.. well i hope not.. breath.. rilex and take it easy.. one step and another.. i make a huge different today.. probably i just said too much.. but then again its better to say too much than dont have to say what you need to say again..

You and I

I want myself back,
where i can feel the breeze,
the thunder, the rain and the sun,

Now the life become lost and stressful,
I am sorry for everything love,

If you were for me i wont feel sorry,
If you were for me i don't have to worry,

Still searching for your shadow,
Still wanting for your sole,

Because i dont want to lose,
Because i dont want to get myself confuse,

Are you for me?
Are you with me?

Only the one knows,
One have the answer,

Let me forget if i cant have forever,
Let me be free if it wasnt meant together.

I don't know what im capable of,
i don't know if im ready for,

Make the trust tight so that i will be strong,
Let my eyes be wide open if the sense was wrong,

But i never regret in what im saying,
Never feel regret in what im doing,

Now i just laugh trough the confusion,
and smile through the frustration

Because everything happen for a reason,
because everything were meant for each other

When

When i saw you with her,
Its like a sword through my chest,
its like a ghost that freeze thy self.

When i saw you with him,
I feel the pleasure of letting go,
i feel the freedom that never before,

When i am with him,
Its feel like smiling through the heart,
its feel like a guilt that never apart.

When i am with her,
Its like the awkwardness doing the opposite,
Its like the confusion between the feelings.

When i saw ours together,
I cant even speak, no words found
no reaction worth, no sole needed.

When i saw myself in the mirror,
I saw the mysterious future brings me,
i saw the bright lady inside me,

We all makes mistake,
We all said the untruth,
We all suffer for the best,
we all was made for life,

We need time to survive,
We need mankind to be alive,

Trust, a little faith and hope,
Just waiting for a better tomorrow.

You in me

Your far,very far from home
The last time we meet we were very young ,
and we were very happy,

Time separates us,
and we have to face the reality,
and the whole worlds surrounds us,

I do know how much you care,
how much you always there, in me,
near me, in my heart.

You will always here,
protect the truth
and gives life a new meaning
give my sole something to sing,
give the love that last forever,

And how much i miss you,
you dont even know,
how much you are always
here in my heart,
near my heart,

Your fears hurts me,
Your sorrows pain me,
everything's about you belongs to me,

And how much time left for us,
i will patiently wait for you forever,
Until the day we will ever meet again.

Sunshine

Sunshine

Your my sun,
always there in daylight,
But i cant see you no more,
Since the rainy and cloudy day.

You shine my life,
the last time i ever smile so happily,
But not anymore now,
Since thunder take you away from me.

Sunshine,

Your so bright,
i cant even see through,
i hope you can tell me the truth.

I remember your eyes ,
that brighten the whole worlds around me,
The one that used to give me hope and faith,
The one that make me forget and move along,
I wish you is where i belong

Sunshine,

i want to be the bright side of your bad day,
and hope all your stressful will go away.

Knows that,i could do almost anythings,
if i can be your everything's.

Dear sunshine,

I am always yours to keep
although you cant never be mine

Usc-Pilihan Raya..

Plihan raya.. Ad 1 tyme 2 ak gatal tangan g tulis nama dkt kak iffa for USC pilihan raya.. Memula ak ingat cam maybe x serius club nie.. Kiranya cam tyme sekolah2 dulu..Bg nama je kerja x byk sgt pun.. Tapi rupanya ad udang di sebalik mee.. This is serius club..Wat kerja cam org besar punya..Ad working paper la.. Filing la.. And byk aktiviti.. Perjumpaan jgn citer la.. Sgt kerap!.. Ak cuma berniat nak jd bendahari sbb ak suka bab2 mebudget2.. mengira2 nie.. Cam kat dorm ak.. Ak lah yg tukang kasi komen sal membeli brg budget.. X perlu la mahal or branded yg penting berkualiti.. And ofcourse moto x bley bla ak Quality is better Quantity .. X smpai seminit ak piker.. Terus kene hantar borang.. so terpaksa redha je la.. Dlm otak ak ak piker sal duit la ofcourse tyme 2.. Tp ak x harap pun kalau x dpt jawatan 2 Cumanya kalau leh ak x nak jawatan s/u kerja berat woo..

Anyway, konflik disini apabila penasihat kami buat rombakan bg calon2, x len x bukan En. Shah.. G memendai2 tukar ak dr calon bendahari ke s/u.. 2 x pew lg.. Ak kne bertandiing dgn Syaz! Member dorm ak sendiri.. Calon s/u 2 org je wey.. Yg len dier g longgokkan ke jawatan len.. Nampak sgt kalau x ak syaz lah yg kne jd s/u.. Huhu.. Ak cool lg sbb dpt rase cam maybe syaz menang.. Dier lg bersosial nak banding ak.. Or org kate friendly.. Or jinak2 merpati.. So ramai lah kenal dier lg2 senior sbb dier penah join ukhwah Ramadan USC yg wat.. Ak nie plak jenis agak pemalu.. and ak cuma ckp dgn org yg ak rapat jee.. Ak wat bet dgn syaz and jue.. Kalau ak menang ak kena blanja dierorg.. Kalau syaz menang ak kena blanja mereka..Utk syaz benjo 2 malam dkt dpn hostel kami and dkt dgn kedai mainan ultraman 2.. yg juga berharga RM 1.20 serba satu.. Benjo abg 2 wat sgt sedap.. Anyway sepanjang pilihan raya ak pikr camner lah ak nak face the world dgn kekalahan ak nie.. Oh yes, mmg betul jangkaan ak , ak kalah.. or en.shah kate loser.. haha… ye pathetic.. undian rosak pun ad, undian ak 54, while syaz 134.. ye no. ak lg kecik nk banding syaz.. tp ak menghargailah sesape pun yg vote for me.. thanks a lot.. Oh ye esknya jue belikan kek bola yg ad dkt lobby kptm 2 sempena meraikan kemenagan syaz..

Terima kasih cik shah kerna mencalonkan saya sebagai s/u ari 2.. walaupun ak x menang pun.. haha.. in fact ak sgt prefer jawatan timbalan sbb dlm otak ak timbalan s/u kerjanya kurang sikit dr s/u.. tp awal2 da kena sound dr en.shah , timbalan pun kena wat kerja kalau x kena pecat!.. Malu setahun ak kalau kena pecat.. Anyway ak akan cuba memegang jawatan ini sebaik mungkin.. PS- ak rase cam dah ala2 puteri umno la plak eh..

Treasure your heart

Bangun pagi bersemangat waja utk ke cherita aka story.
Things doesn’t go well though.huhu.But I wont give up. Stay strong because if you want to get the best you will have to get through the worst. Well anythings else tarik nafas panjang2 lepaskan ketensonan yg ad. Oh yes, ak terlepas 30 minit fizik klas . Borak x selesai2 dgn senior2.. x prasan jam. Quiz bio, hmm k lah, as usual, im not that good but probably getting better. Ad benda yg wat ak sensitive lately nie.. Rase cam nak nangis.. Nak ngadu pun x taw kat sape.. Even when pensel case ak hilang ak da sensitive.. Mungkin kerana dr 1 masalah lead kpd another masalah.. Anyway pensel case 2 da jumpa.. Tertinggal tyme klass bio.. Patu the star of the day , TREASURE HUNT… Ak , Syaz , Sharum Yap join as 1 team.. Most of the student dlm klas ak join as peserta n ajk.. Dr awl checkpoint smpai last checkpoint ktorg yg 1st team.. Lari cam lintang pukang.. X kira kiri kanan.. Sgt penat weyh.. Tp ktorg dpt no 4, what a waste.. Senior main tipu! .. Ktorg dah mendahului dierorg 2,3 checkpoint da.. tetiba dier cam skip checkpoint patu dtg2 da dpt jawapan.. Sbbnya ajk 2 member2 dieorg.. so, dierorg dpt jwpn terus..Nak pulak 2 bg kat 2 team seterusnya jwpn kengkawan dierorg jgk.. huhu.. Ktrog da 2 gi pikir bagai nak rak..Skema lalat lg .. Otai2 pun masih ikut rules.. And ak lah the brutal’s among the brutals in the klass lg2 tyme bel klass.. Dak laki klas ak lg super skema.. Nasib baik la ak ad perasaan cepat bersalah.. so x tersesat jauh.. Anyway some of the ajk sgt sporthing bg sokongan n dorongan.. Ramai yg aim ktrog 1st tp nak wat camne kan.. x dew rezeki.. Ad lak ajk yg bknnya nk tlg tp merumitkan lg adlah.. Siot cap Ayam betull.. Sepanjang tresure hunt nie sgt semput, tired, yelah lama x berlari.. Terkejut kaki ak dibuatnya.. Ak cm heartless je tyme wat 2 .. da x keysah da sesape kat sekeliling ak.. Ak x harap pun dpt 1st tp agk frust sbb senior main kotor.. But over all ak enjoy the run.. Buat ak lupakan sebentar hidup ‘Realiti’.. Mlm nie enjoy mkn KFC dkt mydin 2.. Lepas bincng sal drama.. Senak gyler.. Patu ad tikus2 aka pekerja2 lelaki kfc yg nakal2 bertambah gatal2 yg ngorat x kena tempat and cara.. SO scary mary.. And now ak kat Pantai Timur 4.. aka Hostel Tercinta.. HAha.. GUdnite yall..