Love life.

Apart of being a teenagers is having relationship.. Is all most people my age having.. after reach their puberty.. is like normal to have one.. In fact there is one time all my girls have boyfriend at the same time except me.. and i get wondered myself y dont i have one?they all have one.... And i said to myself woah im the left out one.. These peer pressure kind of killing me back then.. like i was asking myself im not pretty enough to have a boyfriend?.. or maybe guys just dont like me?.. Those question doesn't come out after they are like talking about thier boyfriend back then.. It wasnt like a jealous kind of feeling but is was more like wondering feeling.. Its like was wrong with me?.. Back then i feel like im not like a true teenage..



Boyfriend?.. Well i dont have one.. yeah im single and counting until now.. But what i dont get it when people said im joking when i said im single.. I like guys easily and dislike them easily too.. easily come easily go.. I have tons of lil crushs but usually it wont stay long..

Probably i dont find the right one yet.. but i dont really care because at the moment i myself wasnt ready for any relationship yet.. friends are cool but boyfriend?.. nah ill pass.. 2 or maybe 3 years after then ill be ready and more into this.. because at that time i be more mature and better ..at the moment im pretty much scared of relationship.. what if everything go wrong..and beside i never had any true experience .. so blur and lost.. Im looking forward for myself to love this.. and of course to love myself more..as in taking care of myself more.. gain more knowledge and most of all just have fun.. Yeah im married to myself.. and no one can steal that.. haha.. just kidding..