See the true me..

I smile when I had problems, and I feels amused to it.. and I cry when im too happy or when I miss my mom.. That’s why sometime people can see me smiling without knowing what im thinking .. they thought im crazy.. well honey, no im so-not.. I just take things differently like people usually do.. usually I think about the other side.. when im happy I think about the bad side.. and when im sad I think about the good side.. it’s the way I handle my anger or my expression.. its happen quite a lot..

Bad things happen-

Firstly I would smile and critic myself and think back what the darn stupid things that I have done that make things like this.. most of all I feels guilty to god im not being a good human.. I know I could done better than this.. but the demon always gets in the way.. I HATE you demon so much..but in the good side.. maybe god is just testing me.. Maybe its for my own good..Maybe its just fate too be.. maybe someting good gonna happen next(which surprisingly it does)..


Good Things don’t just stay good-

Yes when good thing happen I feel sad because it wont just stay good.. maybe later I will face some difficulty (which usually I do).. and some other people suffer when im happy.. I feel bad as it is..

I feel like crying when I think about how lucky I am to have such a great family although we sometime fight I love them more than I could love an awesome boyfriend (if i had one) ha-ha.. and a very happening friends they inspired me quite a lot..

The first true cry that I had because of happiness is when I got straight A’s for UPSR.. I know is a long time ago but the memory still fresh in my mind..


I just want to prove a point..petikan majalah..

Daripada Abu Said al-Khudri r.a dan abu Hurairah r.a, Nabi s.a.w bersabda;

“Tidak menimpa seseorang mukmin suatu penyakit yang berpanjangan, kepayahan, sebarang jenis kesakitan dan kesedihan malahan kedukacitaan,melainkan dihapuskan sebahagian dosa-dosanya.”

Janganlah bersedih.. Hayatilah ayat-ayat ini..

Nikmat Allah terlalu banyak berbanding kesedihan yang sedikit.

1)(An-Nahl:18) Dan jika kamu menghitung nikmat Allah (yang dilimpahnya kepada kamu), tiadalah kamu akan dapat mengitungya satu persatu;sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengampun,lagi Maha Mengasihi.

2)(Al-Baqarah: 185)…Allah menghendaki kamu beroleh kemudahan dan Dia tidak menghendaki kamu menanggung kesukaran.

ORANG YANG TIDAK BERSEDIH-wali dan mereka yang yakin sepenuhnya kepada allah.

(Yunus:62) Ketahuilah! Sesungguhnya wali-wali Allah, tidak ada kebimbangan (dari sesuatu yang tidak baik) terhadap mereka dan mereka pula tidak akan berdukacita.


After reading this maybe you should think twice before thinking im crazy ok.. haha..