pissssedd off

God what should i do?.. urh bad as it is.. of course im not the only one.. but i shouldn't be the last one.. you do the math .. just whatever smart people should already know that.. unless we are just friends.. yeah that's it.. just friends.. not even a tiny biny closer than that.. but its just ok.. im gonna find new one soon.. its just plain evil.. its that hard to at lease appreciate me? .. yeah whatever.. deep down inside i just feel pissed off.. that all... who im i kidding? hoping for some magical? in the real world there is no such thing.. at lease not in my world.. And yeah i have to be just like you.. isnt this ironic.. oh and yeah you dont even know what im talking about right?.. so typically you..