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its been a month.. yeah it is.. and in another month im gonna take firefly.. yeah some sort a 'vacation' for six or maybe one year in somewhere far from here.. how im i gonna survive? well i dont know.. but i hope so.. the good news is im gonna be a bit excited for upcoming raya.. well dont even know why.. but just feel like it.. and yes bastard you ruin my life.. just wait and see.. and did i mention my energy level has been fantastic?.. yeah it does.. i dont even realize it.. kinda like the new me.. :)