fine

aku x move on lagiiii.. shut up..hmm,,adoi.. susah doh.. aku da cuba lari sekuat hati.. but im still back with the same basis.. stupid girl..
i missed him.. truely i am.. tapi nak wat cmne.. da mcm susah.. hai,..oreg len bahagia je x de cabaran,, awat la aku nie payah btul.. tapi x pe la.. one day it will make perfect sence.. :D

Gosip

Manusia sering kali gemar bersangka-sangka..In worst case scenario is when we think we were right when actually we weren’t.. sudahlah bersangka-sangka ,tak syok la kalau tak bercerita.. pada mulanya hanya pendapat kemudian menjadi perbualan hangat senang kata gosip.. mungkin niatnya hanya ingin meluahkan perasaan.. tapi adakah benar kata-katanya?.. tanpa bukti yang jelas kita tidak boleh menyimpulkan sesuatu keadaan..seterusnya cerita itu di diheboh-hebohkan tanpa disangka.. di jadikan 'the talk of the town'..diapi-api kan cerita bagi menyedapkan perisa.. secara kasarnya dilihat si mangsa dikutuk,dihina, difitnah dan diaibkan..mungkin lumrah kehidupan.. atau mungkin budaya melayu, suka mengumpat, mengata dan sebagainya.. mesyurat tingkap yang ada dimana-mana.. budaya ini harus dihentikan..tapi mungkin tidak semudah itu kerana sudah sebati dengan masyarakat..tanpa disangka munculah musuh didalam selimut..atau mungkin ability to adapt to the environment *eceh nak juga tue kaitan dengan bio..
Apa yang dilihat tidak mungkin 100% benar.mungkin ada maksud tersirat.atau mungkin we got a reason for everything’s..kerana tidak semua keadaan boleh diucapkan secara terang-terangan. Mungkin masa tidak mengizinkan atau mungkin keadaan menyiksakan. Tapi adilkah bagi sebelah pihak lagi?..sudahlah mempunyai kelemahan kemudian ditambah pula dengan masalah lain..bagai jatuh ditimpa tangga kemudian dilenyek oleh bulldozer. *Okey fine im just exaggerate.. tidak diberi peluang untuk menjelaskan keadaan.
Manakala yang terjadi pada pihak pencerita adalah mungkin dia tertanya-tanya.. dan kesabaranya tidaklah sekuat mana..
Dan apa yang mampu dibuat adalah mengunci mulut kerana some story should be kept untold until the right moment comes or until cctv terbesar menjelaskan persoalan.

Ps- To handle yourself, use your head; to handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger

weird

Aku x taw la.. but i feel sad.. worried.. ntah la.. hmm.. rasa nak nagis pun ada.. but at the moment nothing bad happen.. atlease for now.. okay jeh.. I dont know why i had a bad feeling.. Ya allah.. please bagiku kekuatan.. semangat.. hmm.. mungkin aku rindu rumah?.. homesick?.. mcm tidak berseri2 sem nie.. hmm.. atau mungkin aku sudah rasa bertanggung jwb.. terhadap diriku.. terhadap sekeliling.. ya allah aku takut.. cabaran akan datang.. adakah aku sudah bersedia?..risau..please ya allah..

bebelan

My ex crush just talk to me.. lamanya x dgr cite.. malu.. hmm ..
forbiden love ofcourse.. adeh.. hmm x pe la.. i hope one day, i will find someone just like you,the fun,funny.. talkative.. i dont know why.. you got a some sort magnet that atract me... but i know i have to face the reality.. we will never be together..hmm.. :((((

I hate driving.. I really sucks.. asik kena hon.. patu x reti nak center kan kate.. x reti nak masuk line lain.. x reti nak belok, u turn..
kenapa la kena drive???... adeh i hope im f*cking rich so that i can have my own driver everywhre nk pegi senangg...-_-"

I hate growing up.. i wish i can be small.. dont have any kinds of responsibility... stupid effing.. bla-bla-bla..

I hate people,and people hate me.. sometime i just wish i can find a place i can be alone in this world.. just me,myself and i.. where i can do anything and anytime i want..

I prefer harry poter than narnia.. for this dec movie choices..; da tgk 2,2.. narnia bosan bole tido.. haha.. cant wait for part 2 harryy..

Maybe because i in the moon, sbb itu emo semacam.. hak3

Us against the world

I been thinking about you today,
How we are if we did it our way,

There is a strong wall between us,
Is between You and I against the world,

We are so different,
Your like summer,
While Im like winter

We seems to complete each other,
but nobody's knows that
nobody's can hear that

How much I miss you,
You don't even know,
I look trough the old picture
I listen to our song over and over

I wish there is a place You and I can be alone
We can start talking and laughing with each other

I wish we can spent the time more longer,
But I have to face our world and hereafter

Don't ever let our relationship go,
If there is still hope for this flow

We meet in a place called here,
Don't be afraid my dear,
I wont go far, I'm always near
We will go trough this one step and another

Till fate brings us together,
Then I will love You forever.

Love and frust

First topic, cinta. hee.. Different people , different way of showing them... weird kan aku cakap pasal cinta.. mcm pernah je.. well anyway.. Apa yang aku rasa tentang cinta.. Ianya sgt indah.. Especially the first love because it cannot be forgotten.. First date , first gift,first anniversary and so on.. Time free2 aku suka baca story about love... Tips about guys and girls.. Even though its not the same like experience it, menarik baca..Teori byk practikal is another thing, hehe.. Masa aku kecik2 aku sangat x paham why there is so many love song in this world , especially lagu melayu yang agak jiwang2.. Like what's so interesting about love..Macam x de lagu lain pulak.. But as i grow older, most of the song i heard everyday was about love.. X kisahlah lagu endon ke.. but mostly English song because x rase cam jiwang sgt but cam sweet-sweet gitu.. Woah and actually aku sangat x matang when it comes to love.. Sbb itu when people start talking about love i tend to freak out.. hehe..ini baru cakap pasal cinta belum sal kapel2 lagi.. hee.. Relationship and love maybe berkaitan but ada yang ada bf/gf tapi cam x de.. they dont even fall in love with each other.. Slalunya berlaku apabila situasi tangkap muat, and they think relationship is just a status.. X pun spare part.. You know orang ketiga untuk teman2 sunyi and all.. Ada jugak situasi, fall in love with each other but never declare as a couple.. Ini slalunya orang warak2 la kut.. X pun masing2 ade commitment..Cinta dalam diam gitu..X pernah diungkapkan dengan kata2.. eceh2.. X pun cinta terhalang.. hehe.. Kecewa bercinta memang sangat sakit kan.. Perasaan di reject.. Cinta x kesampaian or even putus di tengah jalan..Paling worst putus di tengah jalan sbb mostly type nie slalunya da kapel lama da but putus ditengah jalan sbb mungkin x serasi , or dihalang oleh orang tua , ada orang ketiga or mmg sah2 x de jodoh la..Sangat sedih la because memory itu masih ada.. Perasaan di reject x sama dengan cinta x kesampaian .. Perasaan di reject kalau sorang minat and sorang lagi x, while cinta x kesampaian lebih kurang cam cinta dalam diam.. Cinta syok sendiri lak cam imaginary love.. orang yang suka berangan jatuh kepada title cinta SS.. Minat kat sesorang yang next to impossible jadi milik kita contohnya minat kat artis ke, MAHER ZAIN ke,DR. SHEIKH MUDZAFFAR ke， taylor swift ke.. haha.. and so on.. But dont worry to those singles out there, people do moved on..Kumbang bukan seekor, bunga bukan sekuntum.. eceh aku ckp cam aku x single lak..

Selamat hari raya

Time flies, things change, people change.. there is a thing i learn from a couple years before.. I hope i can get it right this time.. i dont know why i been so blur.. This is not a story about me and him, whoever him was.. this about me myself and i.. Nk wat keje.. nak dapat dean's list evry sem.. but masih malas..ape nak jadi nie.. menghadap lappy sajaee.. waduhh..oklah.. kena bertekad untuk movee.. or at lease pikir cmne nk move.. haha.. ape aku merepek nie..mintak maaf semua, selamat hari raya.

PS- honestly skrg aku jadi menyampah dgn lagu2 raya.. huhu.. kat mana2 pun