Us against the world

I been thinking about you today,
How we are if we did it our way,

There is a strong wall between us,
Is between You and I against the world,

We are so different,
Your like summer,
While Im like winter

We seems to complete each other,
but nobody's knows that
nobody's can hear that

How much I miss you,
You don't even know,
I look trough the old picture
I listen to our song over and over

I wish there is a place You and I can be alone
We can start talking and laughing with each other

I wish we can spent the time more longer,
But I have to face our world and hereafter

Don't ever let our relationship go,
If there is still hope for this flow

We meet in a place called here,
Don't be afraid my dear,
I wont go far, I'm always near
We will go trough this one step and another

Till fate brings us together,
Then I will love You forever.

Love and frust

First topic, cinta. hee.. Different people , different way of showing them... weird kan aku cakap pasal cinta.. mcm pernah je.. well anyway.. Apa yang aku rasa tentang cinta.. Ianya sgt indah.. Especially the first love because it cannot be forgotten.. First date , first gift,first anniversary and so on.. Time free2 aku suka baca story about love... Tips about guys and girls.. Even though its not the same like experience it, menarik baca..Teori byk practikal is another thing, hehe.. Masa aku kecik2 aku sangat x paham why there is so many love song in this world , especially lagu melayu yang agak jiwang2.. Like what's so interesting about love..Macam x de lagu lain pulak.. But as i grow older, most of the song i heard everyday was about love.. X kisahlah lagu endon ke.. but mostly English song because x rase cam jiwang sgt but cam sweet-sweet gitu.. Woah and actually aku sangat x matang when it comes to love.. Sbb itu when people start talking about love i tend to freak out.. hehe..ini baru cakap pasal cinta belum sal kapel2 lagi.. hee.. Relationship and love maybe berkaitan but ada yang ada bf/gf tapi cam x de.. they dont even fall in love with each other.. Slalunya berlaku apabila situasi tangkap muat, and they think relationship is just a status.. X pun spare part.. You know orang ketiga untuk teman2 sunyi and all.. Ada jugak situasi, fall in love with each other but never declare as a couple.. Ini slalunya orang warak2 la kut.. X pun masing2 ade commitment..Cinta dalam diam gitu..X pernah diungkapkan dengan kata2.. eceh2.. X pun cinta terhalang.. hehe.. Kecewa bercinta memang sangat sakit kan.. Perasaan di reject.. Cinta x kesampaian or even putus di tengah jalan..Paling worst putus di tengah jalan sbb mostly type nie slalunya da kapel lama da but putus ditengah jalan sbb mungkin x serasi , or dihalang oleh orang tua , ada orang ketiga or mmg sah2 x de jodoh la..Sangat sedih la because memory itu masih ada.. Perasaan di reject x sama dengan cinta x kesampaian .. Perasaan di reject kalau sorang minat and sorang lagi x, while cinta x kesampaian lebih kurang cam cinta dalam diam.. Cinta syok sendiri lak cam imaginary love.. orang yang suka berangan jatuh kepada title cinta SS.. Minat kat sesorang yang next to impossible jadi milik kita contohnya minat kat artis ke, MAHER ZAIN ke,DR. SHEIKH MUDZAFFAR ke， taylor swift ke.. haha.. and so on.. But dont worry to those singles out there, people do moved on..Kumbang bukan seekor, bunga bukan sekuntum.. eceh aku ckp cam aku x single lak..

Selamat hari raya

Time flies, things change, people change.. there is a thing i learn from a couple years before.. I hope i can get it right this time.. i dont know why i been so blur.. This is not a story about me and him, whoever him was.. this about me myself and i.. Nk wat keje.. nak dapat dean's list evry sem.. but masih malas..ape nak jadi nie.. menghadap lappy sajaee.. waduhh..oklah.. kena bertekad untuk movee.. or at lease pikir cmne nk move.. haha.. ape aku merepek nie..mintak maaf semua, selamat hari raya.

PS- honestly skrg aku jadi menyampah dgn lagu2 raya.. huhu.. kat mana2 pun

Im not a girl,not yet women

Im Nine teens.. young?.. remaja akhiran.. next year im turning two zero.. Sgt x seronok sbb da x teens lagi da.. As i grow older.. decision kne wat sendiri.. pros and cons.. kena suffer sendiri.. Sigh*.. i dont like it.. but suka x suka kena wat jugak.. Ok.. bila pkir2 balik* eceh muhasabah diri la konon.. hmm barang2 aku semua pun kartun2 ag.. X matured lgsg.. haha..perangai pun samee.. Tapi kalo ak matured sgt plak nanti jadi bosan.. serius jek all the time.. I want to live my life to the fullies .. Redah je la pape yg terjadi pun.. Time skrg la nak try byk benda.. Learn so many new stuff.. Once i settle down, da ade tanggunjwb semua.. * eceh3 poyo rilex la lame lagi kot.. I may not be perfect but parts of me are awesome.. haha.. so guna an kelebihan yg ade..Maybe i do have flaws.. but yg penting perbaikinya.. If i want things to change then i must change.. Benda remeh temeh da malas nak pikir da.. buat pening otak jeh.. nak fokus on bigger stuff in my life.. Problems tolak ke tepi dulu please stay away from my life..haha.. I just need second chance..ya allah please.. I know i been such a spoilt brat.. I cant give up now.. A litle hope please.. hmm..

The other side of me..

Semua bermula just for fun.. sekarang jadi serius?.. Unexpected just happen... People said expect the unexpected.. Tapi aku bukan super hero.. I cant predict life.. Just go with the flow .. Mungkin ini terbaik .. Ntah la.. Tak berani nak cakap pape2.. Diluah mati bapak ditelan mati mak *not sure btl ke x.... Aku baru 19 years old... Tidak perlu pikir terlalu jauh.. Atlease not at this moment.. How can i take care of people when i cant take care of myself.. Love is easy the relationship is tough *ckp seperti expert tapi tidak mempunyai experience .. hmm..Feelings susah berubah but my reaction sometimes tak bergantung pada feelings.. Jodoh dan pertemuan di tangan tuhan.. Berserah, redha dan pasrah.. *kenapa tiba2 aku cakap macam orang sudah matured?.. Jauh lagi perjalanan aku ini.. Masih tak kenal dunia, masih ingin mengejar cita2.. Right guy , wrong time and wrong guy right time.. Aku nie suka berahsia.. Sometime unpredictable jugak.. Pendengar yang baik akan paham aku.. Bila rasaku ini rasamu.. Org kata aku ini mysterious type dan kadang2 heartless.. Dan aku nie bukan panas baran tapi keras hati mungkin akan jumpa orang yang panas baran tapi lembut hati.. When u talk i will listen but when ur quiet i will talk.. Better said too much than dont have to say what you need to say again..Or ckp terlalu banyak boleh datang banyak musibah?..Cakap org suruh make it simple tapi kamu yang complicated.. haha..Sometimes i dont understand myself..Oh yeah mungkin aku akan ada no celcom lepas ini.. * harap2 ada stock.. hmmmm..Aku perlu learning and petunjuk. . Ya allah permudahkan lah perjalanan ku ini..Bersabarlah..

Sometimes

Yep sometimes giving up isn't a bad thing after all.. I cant read people's mind.. so be it.. What's done cannot be undone.. That's it i got my own life to take care of.. Enough is enough.. My decision is final..

Buat hal

Hari nie.. aku buat hal.. yep.. mmg buat hal.. kenapa?.. saja nk try something different.. gedik an?.. haha.. x pew2.. nobody's know's the truth anyway.. hehe.. I cant pretend that nothing happen.. but anyway.. just tell the truth jelah anwyay.. :D