Love life.

Apart of being a teenagers is having relationship.. Is all most people my age having.. after reach their puberty.. is like normal to have one.. In fact there is one time all my girls have boyfriend at the same time except me.. and i get wondered myself y dont i have one?they all have one.... And i said to myself woah im the left out one.. These peer pressure kind of killing me back then.. like i was asking myself im not pretty enough to have a boyfriend?.. or maybe guys just dont like me?.. Those question doesn't come out after they are like talking about thier boyfriend back then.. It wasnt like a jealous kind of feeling but is was more like wondering feeling.. Its like was wrong with me?.. Back then i feel like im not like a true teenage..



Boyfriend?.. Well i dont have one.. yeah im single and counting until now.. But what i dont get it when people said im joking when i said im single.. I like guys easily and dislike them easily too.. easily come easily go.. I have tons of lil crushs but usually it wont stay long..

Probably i dont find the right one yet.. but i dont really care because at the moment i myself wasnt ready for any relationship yet.. friends are cool but boyfriend?.. nah ill pass.. 2 or maybe 3 years after then ill be ready and more into this.. because at that time i be more mature and better ..at the moment im pretty much scared of relationship.. what if everything go wrong..and beside i never had any true experience .. so blur and lost.. Im looking forward for myself to love this.. and of course to love myself more..as in taking care of myself more.. gain more knowledge and most of all just have fun.. Yeah im married to myself.. and no one can steal that.. haha.. just kidding..

God, thank you.

Yes.. aku da pass jpj...
ye..ye ak taw this is like so last season news..
semua org pun da lama pass and ak baru hari nie pass..

Thank god x yah repeat.. habis rm 120 free2 kalau kena repeat..
No more kena marah dgn cikgu kuat melatah itu..

No more suffering.. :).. and i just meet new friend ..

Done.

Bikini bottom

My brother called me Patrick.. Because im blur most of the time.. I get tired by doing stupid things.. and im whiny most of the time..






and I love eating snacks especially chocolates







But I don’t care because I called him squid ward because he just like one… haha..




So where is my spongebob anyway?.. is he lost or something?.. gahaha..

Facts about my brother

While other's hate their brother i spent most of my time with my brother... Some people may thought its not cool and its kind of weird and all that .. and even my big sister said that im too loyal to him.. but I don’t care at all.. because for me family is the most valuable things in life.. although there is those days I feel like want to scream at him but deep down inside he is still my brother no matter what.. so I have to face certain things that will hurt me whether I like it or not.. because any relationships in life is always like that.. we have our ups and downs.. we cant always agreed in what some other people do even how much we love them.. there must be something we doesn’t like about another person.. for me there is no such thing as perfect life and all that.. only just the right life..





Facts about my brother that effects me

1)He is Funny..- Seriously he can crack me up most of the time.. no real guy (that doesn’t include in entertainment industry) can do that.. even there is one time I feel so sad and down then after his lame joke I forget about my problem right away..

Because life is nothing if we cant enjoy every minute of it.. and everything happens for a reason.. sure its sucks when we face it but every one in the world having their own problems in life no matter how old or how rich we are.. there is always troubles in life.. so we are not the only one facing the crisis in life.. every one has their own difficulty probably the same and probably not.. we shouldn’t compare our self with someone that have better life’s than us.. we don’t even know what they really facing in their lifes.. probably looks fine but who are we to judge?.. its not like we know everything about them.. only the good side of them..

2)I feel safe.. and secure .. like those rempitan and sekutu dgnnya wont bothers me when I walk beside him.. so I can walk freely without worrying about stupid pervert guys out there.. he is like my unpaid body guard to me .. haha ;P

3)More mature perhaps?.. yeah he is going 28 this 22 march.. and im going 18 upcoming April.. so we are like 10 years difference.. so he knows most of the things that I don’t know and when im with him I don’t even feel like a teenager no more.. I feel like a grown girl or something like that..






-otw to kotakinabaluuu..

4) If i spend time with him he will ‘blanja’ me foods and trips like kota kinabalu, jakarta,genting highland and more .. so I can enjoy delicious food fully paid by him and of course excitement holiday as well.. ;)


5)He make me understand more about guys.. guys isn’t that much different with girls accurately.. only when we can respect each other .. Give and take is a must in any relationship.. because I rarely spent my time with any guys in the world so I kind of blur when girls talks about guys.. I only used to know if that guy is cute and that guy is not and all that.. but I don’t even know what they were thinking at all.. I used to thought beside money they only thinks about girls of their dreams but not all guys are like that.. guys in music industry make me think like that -example 50 cent, akon , and more.. I realize that most of the video they making is all about money and ladies.. so I just thought most of the guys are like that.. by seeing my brother he make me think twice about guys in this world.. not all guys are like that.. some of them do .. but still its hard to find really decent one though..


6) Although he maybe a hilarious person still no one should mess with him.. I have seen him burst and its not something i can be happy about.. but since he’s getting skinner his temper also seem to slows some how..and that is a good thing though.. but still the anger still there .. its just slowing some how..




He looks different now and I don’t even notice it before

Ginger bread aka roti halia

Ginger bread aka roti halia.. in malay doesnt sound yummy for me..

Gambar bwah nie da lama da.. tapi tetiba rajin nak upload..

One day my lil sis and my lil brother celebrating class party with their friends and teachers.. then ada ginger bread yg diorg kasi kat party tue.. Because my big brother was like skeptical type so he did not believe that the ingredient in the ginger bread was pure alcohols free .. so he throw the ginger bread .. then ina was not in the mood and was about to cry because of the ginger bread.. feeling sorry for her my bother decided to make new one for us family..

ak kene pergi kelas English kan alyya?.. ;P





Walaupun x lah sedap mana but its still fun making them..





ginger bread homemade yg cute as in ugly but adorable..

KAY or as in k

I was tagged by izzahhh


Rules:

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

# What is your name : Kc

# A four Letter Word : kiss

# A boy's Name : kim

# A girl's Name : kiara

# An occupation : karate teacher

# A colour : khaki

# Something you'll wear : kebaya

# A food : kentang goreng

# Something found in the bathroom: kolam

# A place : kanada

# A reason for being late : kidnap?

# Something you'd shout : killer

# A movie title : kami the movie

# Something you drink : kiwi juice

# A musical group : K-G and the band

# An animal : kijang

# A street name : kuantan

# A type of car : kenari

# The title of a song : killing me softly

The peeps I'm tagging:
people yang mahu buat. >:)
sila ambil. >:)))

Yeah im back

March 03 2009.. 9.33 p.m.. just after izzah called me ..

Well its was surprisingly for me she did.. she’s a very concerned friend.. lucky to have her though(ok izzah jangan senyum sorang2 depan monitor plak eh haha).. its it a month?.. I don’t even relize that I been a way for quite long.. probably just to lazy to type..but not today… she giving me the reason to be in this wonderland again..

Seriously having a good friend will keep you feeling alive

If I want to write or anything I just want it to be perfect.. the right moment.. the right mood.. and the right place.. ok most of the time I spent in just inside my house so right place doesn’t include here.. what am I saying? its not like im gonna write a book or something.. its just a blog.. yeah some people make money for it but not you, kc. Fine talking to herself again… yeah I know im weird and whatever or maybe crazy.. but who doesn’t talk to themselves?.. right?.. ok maybe not in public or in their own blog or anything.. but who cares?.. I don’t.. maybe I don’t..

WTH that im crapping about?..

Since this is my blog so I can just type anything I want.. because probably i think people don’t really read this?.. oh do you?.. I don’t even know who did read my blog.. only when they leave comment then I was like wow you people read my blog?.. awesome .. great .. probably most of the time I feel invisible.. like people don’t even see me .. ok maybe they did see me because im not a ghost or anything..just because im not famous like a rock star or super intelligent or beautiful girl with awesome body or even both.. ..probably my lack of confidence and my shyness hit me on this..

Did you guys realize there is so many ‘probably’ here?

I think bloging become a ‘thing’ for Malaysian now..Ok people TTFN, tata for now.. ;)