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I have the feeling something bad gonna happen.. its been killing me ever since..so sad.. but no shoulder to cry on..my heart isn’t in peace.. thats why i gotten get any mood to talk not even laughing at the typical jokes..is wasn’t peoples fault.. don’t misunderstand .. Im having trouble with myself.. Don’t know how to speak about that.. what am I doing here?.. what is my mission?.. I need a refresh button.. if it ever existed .. feel like the burden in my head in getting bigger.. I cant control it.. I cant make people accept me just the way I are.. I need to know if what im doing is right.. or everything’s gonna be alright.. bored of the same routine.. tired of running in the same circle..



Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people.



I want to have a great mind so that I cant solve this life math.. I want to feel striking so that I can feel positive when I speak..I want to run away, to a place where I can feel blissful. I feel so insecure.. ya allah .. or just maybe I just need home..



Ps-If you cant read between the lines don’t make any speculations.